what a silly girl i am...

im so greatful for the priesthood and worthy boys in my ward to give me a last minute blessing when im really in need.
yesterday sucked.
down right sucked!
i found out some pretty horrific news that someone who i thought was my very good friend, wasnt.
had been lying and sneaking around behind my back.
im a pretty forgiving person, i cant stay mad long.
except when she couldnt do the 1 simple thing i needed...
i was a wreck.
i felt completely and utterly worthless.
how could i have meant so little to her?!
all i wanted yesterday was to be at home in boise hanging out with my dad.
or all people my dad!
kinda funny i know.
i just know that no matter what stupid things i do my dad always loves me.
i like to think hes my best friend but i know all my siblings think hes their best friend too.
and so i finally swallowed my pride and asked for a blessing.
of course the boy was more than willing.
and it was a fantastic blessing.
i heard some things i knew i needed to hear, and some i didnt know i needed to hear.
and afterwards he looked at me and said "that was the easiest blessing ive ever had to give"
i asked why that was and he said "i opened it and i didnt have to think another thought. it all just came out."
how amazing is that?

today im feeling like this...

brad paisley
i wish you'd stay

i talked to my sister in memphis
and i told her you were movin' to town
here's her number
she said she'd be glad to show you around

i left a map on your front seat
just in case you lose your way
but don't worry, once you reach sallisaw
it's all interstate
i know you need to go
but before you do i want you to know, that i
wish you the best
and i wish you nothing less
than every thing you've ever dreamed of
and i hope that you find love along the way
but most of all
i wish you'd stay
i figure right about sundown
you'll be in west tennessee
and by then
maybe i'll understand why you had to leave

i know that you've done some changin'
and i know there's no changin' your mind
and yes i know
we've been through this a thousand times

i'm sorry for still holdin' on
i'll try to let go and i'll try to be strong, and i'll
wish you the best
and i wish you nothing less
than every thing you've ever dreamed of
and i hope that you find love along the way
but most of all
i wish you'd stay
yeah, everything you've ever dreamed of
and i hope that you'll find love along the way
but most of all
i wish you'd stay
i wish you'd stay

trial run.

ok so that last post was just a trial run.
i've been neglecting my blog baby because it wouldnt let me load anymore pictures.
they said i used all my free space on the interwebs!
how is that even possible?!
so i tried loading that last picture just to see and wouldnt you know it loaded just fine!
so heres what ive been up to the last few months...in pictures!
love me.
XOXO
(lance i hope you enjoyed that ending...just for you!)

ok so these are from our sorority jazz date night.

me and kelli going to get our datey-dates.

this is my date ricky.

i think hes hot.

me and danielle!

you cant even see the floor because we were literally the 2nd to last row in the nosebleeds!

ha!

this is when that hot date of mine told me to lie to the ladies at the parking garage so we didnt have to pay to park...it worked.