Saturday, January 8, 2011

#79 the biggest loser.

i remember watching the first season and thinking this is a cool show!
a good idea!
and then i kinda lost track for most of the seasons and didnt keep up with the show.
well thank goodness for tv shows that air on the internet!
thats seriously the only tv i watch.
ours here is covered in dust.
i couldnt tell you the last time i sat down to watch it.

anyway,
i just wastched the first episode of the newest season...
ill be honest...it made me tear up a few times.
i feel for those people.
i know its a huge self esteem issue.
been there, done that.
maybe not with weight.
but other things for sure...acne.
for a long time i used to think 'id rather have acne then struggle with weight'
and looks like karmas a bi...
i HAVE struggled with acne.
and NOTHING i do or did in the past worked.
i cant even count the days i would look in the mirror and cry because of how red and inflammed my entire face was.
or because of how rough the texture is, and all the dark scars i have now.
i cant imagine how much more difficult it must be for some of the people on that show.
and the crappy thing is,
thats their identifier.
people only see them as overweight.
not as somebodys mom, brother, cousin.
the thing is watching this season they were all such GOOD people.
i just have a lot of respect for them for trying to lose weight.
and especially for letting america document it.
props to them!
i think im gonna be hooke this season!

1 comment:

  1. maybe you should get a job as a aesthetician promoter. make people tear up for acne the way you do for cellulitis.

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