#105 you can't blame a girl for trying!

i realize i've been mia.
but i havent had internet.
and i cant add anymore pictures to this blog.
i thought what the hecks the point?
then i was doing some blog stalking and realized that i just really like to be able to write.
i like to be able to talk to myself really.
i prefer pictures, but facebooks doing a pretty good job of holding down that fort for now.

this was kind of a heavy weekend.
i learned some things about myself i was previously unsure of.
and i thought i'd maybe be a little upset about how this weekend turned out...but turns out im not!
which has made things great!

but i want to always remember myself at this moment:

im so in love with the song lasso by the band perry.
i've always been afraid of flying...but you can't blame a girl for trying.
i think im more alone and indipendent than i've ever been but its ok.
im learning to do things for and by myself.

im just not sure where to go from here.
i went to dinner with some friends last night.
ones a bit older and kept commenting on "when i have daughters..." blah blah blah.
and i was impressed that he still had faith in marriage and children.
im only 22 1/2 but in salt lake mormon-topia thats old.
and im no closer now than i was after graduating high school.

where've all the boys who want to date gone?!